Thursday, June 3, 2010

The Raven -Fareez Mamood

The Raven by Edgar Allan Poe
Once upon a midnight dreary, while I pondered, weak and weary,
Over many a quaint and curious volume of forgotten lore,
While I nodded, nearly napping, suddenly there came a tapping,
As of some one gently rapping, rapping at my chamber door.
"'Tis some visitor," I muttered, "tapping at my chamber door -
Only this, and nothing more."

Ah, distinctly I remember it was in the bleak December,
And each separate dying ember wrought its ghost upon the floor.
Eagerly I wished the morrow; - vainly I had sought to borrow
From my books surcease of sorrow - sorrow for the lost Lenore -
For the rare and radiant maiden whom the angels name Lenore -
Nameless here for evermore.

And the silken sad uncertain rustling of each purple curtain
Thrilled me - filled me with fantastic terrors never felt before;
So that now, to still the beating of my heart, I stood repeating,
"'Tis some visitor entreating entrance at my chamber door -
Some late visitor entreating entrance at my chamber door; -
This it is, and nothing more."

Presently my soul grew stronger; hesitating then no longer,
"Sir," said I, "or Madam, truly your forgiveness I implore;
But the fact is I was napping, and so gently you came rapping,
And so faintly you came tapping, tapping at my chamber door,
That I scarce was sure I heard you"- here I opened wide the door; -
Darkness there, and nothing more.

Deep into that darkness peering, long I stood there wondering, fearing,
Doubting, dreaming dreams no mortals ever dared to dream before;
But the silence was unbroken, and the stillness gave no token,
And the only word there spoken was the whispered word, "Lenore?"
This I whispered, and an echo murmured back the word, "Lenore!" -
Merely this, and nothing more.

Back into the chamber turning, all my soul within me burning,
Soon again I heard a tapping somewhat louder than before.
"Surely," said I, "surely that is something at my window lattice:
Let me see, then, what thereat is, and this mystery explore -
Let my heart be still a moment and this mystery explore; -
'Tis the wind and nothing more."

Open here I flung the shutter, when, with many a flirt and flutter,
In there stepped a stately raven of the saintly days of yore;
Not the least obeisance made he; not a minute stopped or stayed he;
But, with mien of lord or lady, perched above my chamber door -
Perched upon a bust of Pallas just above my chamber door -
Perched, and sat, and nothing more.

Then this ebony bird beguiling my sad fancy into smiling,
By the grave and stern decorum of the countenance it wore.
"Though thy crest be shorn and shaven, thou," I said, "art sure no craven,
Ghastly grim and ancient raven wandering from the Nightly shore -
Tell me what thy lordly name is on the Night's Plutonian shore!"
Quoth the Raven, "Nevermore."

Much I marvelled this ungainly fowl to hear discourse so plainly,
Though its answer little meaning- little relevancy bore;
For we cannot help agreeing that no living human being
Ever yet was blest with seeing bird above his chamber door -
Bird or beast upon the sculptured bust above his chamber door,
With such name as "Nevermore."

But the raven, sitting lonely on the placid bust, spoke only
That one word, as if his soul in that one word he did outpour.
Nothing further then he uttered- not a feather then he fluttered -
Till I scarcely more than muttered, "other friends have flown before -
On the morrow he will leave me, as my hopes have flown before."
Then the bird said, "Nevermore."

Startled at the stillness broken by reply so aptly spoken,
"Doubtless," said I, "what it utters is its only stock and store,
Caught from some unhappy master whom unmerciful Disaster
Followed fast and followed faster till his songs one burden bore -
Till the dirges of his Hope that melancholy burden bore
Of 'Never - nevermore'."

But the Raven still beguiling all my fancy into smiling,
Straight I wheeled a cushioned seat in front of bird, and bust and door;
Then upon the velvet sinking, I betook myself to linking
Fancy unto fancy, thinking what this ominous bird of yore -
What this grim, ungainly, ghastly, gaunt and ominous bird of yore
Meant in croaking "Nevermore."

This I sat engaged in guessing, but no syllable expressing
To the fowl whose fiery eyes now burned into my bosom's core;
This and more I sat divining, with my head at ease reclining
On the cushion's velvet lining that the lamplight gloated o'er,
But whose velvet violet lining with the lamplight gloating o'er,
She shall press, ah, nevermore!

Then methought the air grew denser, perfumed from an unseen censer
Swung by Seraphim whose footfalls tinkled on the tufted floor.
"Wretch," I cried, "thy God hath lent thee - by these angels he hath sent thee
Respite - respite and nepenthe, from thy memories of Lenore:
Quaff, oh quaff this kind nepenthe and forget this lost Lenore!"
Quoth the Raven, "Nevermore."

"Prophet!" said I, "thing of evil! - prophet still, if bird or devil! -
Whether Tempter sent, or whether tempest tossed thee here ashore,
Desolate yet all undaunted, on this desert land enchanted -
On this home by horror haunted- tell me truly, I implore -
Is there - is there balm in Gilead? - tell me - tell me, I implore!"
Quoth the Raven, "Nevermore."

"Prophet!" said I, "thing of evil - prophet still, if bird or devil!
By that Heaven that bends above us - by that God we both adore -
Tell this soul with sorrow laden if, within the distant Aidenn,
It shall clasp a sainted maiden whom the angels name Lenore -
Clasp a rare and radiant maiden whom the angels name Lenore."
Quoth the Raven, "Nevermore."

"Be that word our sign in parting, bird or fiend," I shrieked, upstarting -
"Get thee back into the tempest and the Night's Plutonian shore!
Leave no black plume as a token of that lie thy soul hath spoken!
Leave my loneliness unbroken!- quit the bust above my door!
Take thy beak from out my heart, and take thy form from off my door!"
Quoth the Raven, "Nevermore."

And the Raven, never flitting, still is sitting, still is sitting
On the pallid bust of Pallas just above my chamber door;
And his eyes have all the seeming of a demon's that is dreaming,
And the lamplight o'er him streaming throws his shadow on the floor;
And my soul from out that shadow that lies floating on the floor
Shall be lifted - nevermore!

Wednesday, June 2, 2010

Never Have I Fallen(Gaston Gros)


Your lips speak soft sweetness
Your touch a cool caress
I am lost in your magic
My heart beats within your chest

I think of you each morning
And dream of you each night
I think of your arms being around me
And cannot express my delight

Never have I fallen
But I am quickly on my way
You hold a heart in your hands
That has never before been given away

saying goodbye by antony west (chevar cummings)


Saying Goodbye

So soft
the brief touch of your lips
on my cheek.

Was I almost intruding?

"Look after yourself "
should have been
"I love you!"

Then the Jumbo flew over
my head
and I shouted my love
above the roar
and thundering thrust

. . . as if you'd hear.

Through the clouds in my eyes
I watched you fly away
and wished I'd been born with wings.

Elegy

By Tess Stoops (Gilbert Noel)


"Hey!"
I step in his direction remembering
the last time i had approached him.
Nine years ago.
Before I knew anything of loss.
He beckons to me.
I advance, confident now.

I'm close enough to smell him.
A musky mildewed haze.
I slow, but cannot stop.
His brown eyes begin to glow red.
The floor opens up, fire pouring in every direction.

they found me.
My body is being swallowed up by the burning floorboards.
I dare not call for help.
They finally got me.
I guess I always knew. They've been searching nine years.
I should have died. Not you.
In this vast emptiness
I feel suffocated.
 Shadows lay like brick walls on my shoulders,
fear slows me, crushing me with its violent waves.
 Agoraphobia is a curse.
I roam the deserted building,
searching for someone
 who no longer walks thes paths.
Listening to the haunting footsteps,
echoing off the walls.
Whispering a name
to the vacant ceiling far above.

I hear the demons.
They are always out to get me.
They'll never search in here.

I see what must be a mirage
my overworked mind has conjured his being
 across the room.

Leaning against the far pillar,
with his childish grin
 and messy blonde hair.
"Hey, Tess," he calls.

Modern Love by John Keats

And what is love? It is a doll dress’d up

For idleness to cosset, nurse, and dandle;

A thing of soft misnomers, so divine

That silly youth doth think to make itself

Divine by loving, and so goes on


Yawning and doting a whole summer long,


Till Miss’s comb is made a pearl tiara,


And common Wellingtons turn Romeo boots;


Then Cleopatra lives at number seven,


And Antony resides in Brunswick Square.


Fools! if some passions high have warm’d the world,


If Queens and Soldiers have play’d deep for hearts,


It is no reason why such agonies


Should be more common than the growth of weeds.


Fools! make me whole again that weighty pearl


The Queen of Egypt melted, and I’ll say


That ye may love in spite of beaver hats.

At the Poetry Reading by John Brehm

I can’t keep my eyes off the poet’s
wife’s legs—they’re so much more
beautiful than anything he might
be saying, though I’m no longer
in a position really to judge,
having stopped listening some time ago.
He’s from the Iowa Writers Workshop
and can therefore get along fine
without my attention. He started in
reading poems about his childhood—
barns, cornsnakes, gradeschool, flowers,
that sort of stuff—the loss of
innocence he keeps talking about
between poems, which I can relate to,
especially under these circumstances.
Now he’s on to science, a poem
about hydrogen, I think, he’s trying
to imagine himself turning into hydrogen.
Maybe he’ll succeed. I’m imagining
myself sliding up his wife’s fluid,
rhythmic, lusciously curved, black-
stockinged legs, imagining them arched
around my shoulders, wrapped around my back.
My God, why doesn’t he write poems about her!
He will, no doubt, once she leaves him,
leaves him for another poet, perhaps,
the observant, uninnocent one, who knows
a poem when it sits down in a room with him."

I Crave Your Mouth, Your Voice, Your Hair by Pablo Nerudo (Raven Barnes)

DON'T GO FAR OFF, NOT EVEN FOR A DAY



Don't go far off, not even for a day, because --


because -- I don't know how to say it: a day is long


and I will be waiting for you, as in an empty station


when the trains are parked off somewhere else, asleep.






Don't leave me, even for an hour, because


then the little drops of anguish will all run together,


the smoke that roams looking for a home will drift


into me, choking my lost heart.






Oh, may your silhouette never dissolve on the beach;


may your eyelids never flutter into the empty distance.


Don't leave me for a second, my dearest,






because in that moment you'll have gone so far


I'll wander mazily over all the earth, asking,


Will you come back? Will you leave me here, dying?

To Fanny by John Keats (Raven Barnes)

I cry your mercy—pity—love!—aye, love!



Merciful love that tantalizes not,


One-thoughted, never-wandering, guileless love,


Unmasked, and being seen—without a blot!


O! let me have thee whole,—all—all—be mine!


That shape, that fairness, that sweet minor zest


Of love, your kiss,—those hands, those eyes divine,


That warm, white, lucent, million-pleasured breast,—


Yourself—your soul—in pity give me all,


Withhold no atom's atom or I die,


Or living on, perhaps, your wretched thrall,


Forget, in the mist of idle misery,


Life's purposes,—the palate of my mind


Losing its gust, and my ambition blind!


Scattered Pieces By: Billy Rob (Gaston Gros)

She must have cast a wiccan spell to make my scarred heart feel,
Replacing all the pride I had with dreams that were not real.
Yet, I lay here praying she comes tonight to trick me as before,
Sandman, bring your magic dust, so I'll be her fool, once more.

Let days' sun give way to darkness, so stars shine in my eyes,
They help these tiny strings of hope convince me of her lies.
Tonight, moon grow your brightest, let your sight bring out my smile,
To greet the one I yearn for, so she stays with me awhile.

Hearts break like a mirror, pieces scatter through ones' soul,
We carefully glue the shards back, so once again it's whole,
But reflections from broken mirrors are never quite the same,
Still, for one more night of bliss, I'll gladly bear the shame.

Tuesday, June 1, 2010

LOVE AND LOST BY ANDREA GUERRA

I am only 16 years old and I feel that I have been through way too much for my age. Some of my decisions in life have affected me forever and I feel that poetry is the only way I can express myself.

Everyone plays the fool at times-unfortunately I learned a very hard lesson at a very young age so here is my story.
This poem originally was published in Sad Poems
Loss of Innocence
When we first met I made you promise
you would never leave,
then I told you of the demons,
and how they made me bleed.

I made you promise crazy things,
but your words were not enough.
I couldn't believe you loved me
I thought to love me was too tough.

When I cry about my past
and say that I'm ashamed
I know I am the only one
who is to be blamed.
Then you crawl in bed beside me
and say that it's ok-
so I cry for my loss of innocence
and the things I gave away.

When I can't sleep through the night,
when I toss and turn in bed,
you wrap your arms around me
and chase the demons from my head.
You say don't talk about the past
you tell me that it's gone,
you say since we're together now
it's time that I move on,
you say that I'm your angel
but if you only knew
the kind of thoughts I think
and what I used to do.
You tell me it doesn't matter
and that you love me anyway-
so I cry for my loss of innocence
and the things I gave away.

They said that's how they liked it
when I dragged my nails across their backs,
but now you hold my hand in yours
and tell me to relax,
you say that this is making love
and this is the better way-
so I cry for my loss of innocence
and the things I gave away.

I never felt a thing
before you touched my heart
and when you touched my body,
I thought I'd fall apart.
When you kiss my lips,
I feel you deep within my soul
then you wrap your arms around me
and say you'll never let me go.

When I tremble at your tenderness
and melt in your arms,
I know you really love me,
and you'll keep me safe from harm
you know I've never loved
or been loved in any kind of way-
so I cry for my loss of innocence
and the things I gave away.


SECOND POEM BY HauntedMisery
& with his touch laced with cyanide
She was a.d.d.i.c.t.e.d
-
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The hallucination of a feeling called love
-
Masked underneath her hurt
Masked underneath his lies
-
"& I swear I'm different babygirl"
-
-
& oh god what a stupid love struck girl she was
She let her guard down
& he left her
-
-
& as she cries her bitter sweet tears…laced with n.i.t.r.o.g.l.y.c.e.r.i.n. her thoughts race with memories of you
-
How you made her smile
The way your touch felt
Your kisses
The way you made her feel like she mattered for once
-
-
But it was all a lie…
"You were supposed to be different"
-
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I love you is a three word lie /3
& tonight she will pull the trigger & write your name on the bullet
Just so everyone will know that you were the last thing that went through her head
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-
-
& as she breathes her final breath…she can't help but think of you

The Heart Asks
by Emily Dickinson


The heart asks pleasure first
And then, excuse from pain;
And then those little anodynes
That deaden suffering,

And then to go to sleep
And then, if it should be,
The will of its Inquisitor
The liberty to die!

Monday, May 31, 2010

Dont Cry Joni -Fareez Mamood

Dont Cry Joni


Woman- Jimmy please say you'll wait for me
I'll grow up someday you'll see 
Saving all my kisses just for you 
Signed with love forever true.

Man - Joni was the girl who lived next door
I've known her I guess ten years or more.
Joni wrote me a note one day.
And this is what she had to say.

Woman-Jimmy please say you'll wait for me
I'll grow up someday you'll see
Saving all my kisses just for you
Signed with love forever true.

Man- Slowly I read her note once more
Then I went over to the house next door
Her tear-drops fell like rain that day
When I told Joni what I had to say.

Man- Joni, Joni please don't cry
You'll forget me by and by
You're just fifteen and I'm twenty two,
and Joni I just can’t wait for you.

Man - Soon I left our little home town,
Got me a job and tried to settle down
But these words kept haunting my memory,
the words that Joni said to me.

Woman- Jimmy please say you'll wait for me
I'll grow up some day you'll see
Saving all my kisses just for you 
Signed with love forever true.

Man - I packed my clothes and I caught a plane
and I had to see Joni. I had to explain,
how my heart was filled with her memory
and ask my Joni if she'd marry me

I ran all the way to the house next door
but things weren't like they were before
My tear-drops fell like rain that day
When I heard what Joni had to say.

Woman- Jimmy, Jimmy please don't cry
You'll forget me by and by.
It's been five years since you've been gone
Jimmy, I - (married) - your best friend John.


By Conway Twitty

Breathing

By Celine (Gilbert Noel)

the pain recollects behind my eyes
and waste away;
frozen tears for somebody undeserving
of the extent
of intense emotions i puke out
for you.

i read poetry similar to mine
and feel the sharp of your memory
stick into places tender from
abandonment;
a heart i refused to touch
ever since you failed to fix
but succeeded in tearing it
into a project of your own;
lungs i have forgotten to care for
but merely fill with choked up
feelings clinging to smoke and
filth.

i intended to numb the bitter wounds
ripping apart with every breath
but the sickly cluster of your
shameless words and
everything else i swallowed
still burn me like
a rotten carcass.

there are still days when i ponder on
alternatives
to this mess i built as
protection,
and figure out
no matter what i choose
i am still
already gone
  
 
and so are you.

You never really stop loving someone…You just learn to try to live without them (chevar cummings)

I’m trying really hard not to cry over you

because every tear is just one

more reminder that I don’t know how to let you go.



It’s only after someone is gone do you

realize how much you miss them…



My friends are always telling

me to move on, to give up.

But why? Why should I?

They don’t see you the way that I see you.

They don’t look into your eyes and see the world.

Why would they understand?

They can’t possibly imagine what

it means to look at your best friend

and see all their hopes and dreams come true.

I wish for once, just once,

they could walk a mile in my shoes.

But they wouldn’t need to walk that far,

they would just take one step and suddenly,

they would take back every bit of

‘getting over you’ advice they had

ever given me and realize you’re my life,

you were meant for me,

and that moving on or giving up is simply not an option.



You never really stop loving someone.

You just learn to try to live without them



I really think there’s a reason that I love her so much.

Like something is telling me not to let her go.

Every time I follow my heart… it leads me to her.

I mean… what other explanation is there.

Why is it that she is all I can think about?

Why is it that no matter how upset I am…

I see her and I can’t help but smile?

Why is it that when she smiles at me…

I get that feeling in my stomach?

And even when she’d broken my heart,

and hurt me as much as anyone could ever hurt me…

when she lied to me… and I hated her…

why then did I still feel those same feelings?

Answer me that, and then I’ll tell you

why I let her hurt me so much.







Don’t keep running back to the

one person that you need to walk away from.







If I can’t have you, at least i was able to know I had you.



Someday you’ll know, that I was the one for you.



No one realizes the beauty of love, until you lose it.



If the human body can live with food and water,

then why does it feel like I can’t live without you?